Ideas for falling: why don't you just hold on?

You know what I was saying about my most grumpy mood? I think I might have achieved it. It is proving harder to shake off than I had imagined, too.

I am so angry. It is mostly I think hurt and confusion but I don't cope very well with these things so I am pretending it is anger.

I am just saying, I would have appreciated a warning. I probably would not have done anything differently but at least I would not have then felt like a petulant drama queen and I would not be now sitting here trying to work out how this is my fault because I cannot for the life of me accept that, actually, it is not.